14.03
A morning of wild weather.
Blazing sun and blustering wind. The air seems full of urban debris such as plastic bags and newspapers flapping past the window. The surface of the sea is ripped by a myriad of white and gun metal grey. Its such an austere beauty and such a dangerous one. The news at lunch time tells the story of shipwrecked fishing boats and record gusts of winds.
The boys continue to draw amazingly vibrant pictures with oil pastels and Debbie and I sit drinking tea bathed in a glorious light. We talk about those little voices in our heads which tell us that what we are doing is flawed and worthless. Where do they come from ? How are they put there ?
As Tom and Joe draw with complete freedom and confidence, I marvel at their exuberance and lack of worry about judgement from their peers or elders.
Then, Debbie and I look back on how we all allow these negative whispers to undermine our confidence. As a teacher she’s very well aware of the impact her comments have on the pupils in her class. We can all trace moments back where we are told that what we are doing is bad and unworthy and how that commentary has informed many aspects of our lives.
It often seems like we have an in-built brake which prevents us from accepting complements or from allowing us to feel good about our achievements. The trick is trying to overcome these hideous whispers and try and turn them around.
16.00
Debbie out shopping with the guests and the weather calms down. An e-mail in from Hernan Nunez,Guitar Craft geezer and the man with the plan for David Bowie's headgear on the Serious Moonlight Tour. He tells me that Santos Luminosos have recorded a new album entitled Onion Butterfly, though a release date has yet to be confirmed. The last album by Santos, Metalambiente, was chock full of great little tunes, some nifty playing and a very cheeky wholesale lifting of a rhythm track which originally belonged on Trey Gunn's 1000 Years album.
In his post Hernan commented that the forthcoming Guitar Craft course in both North and South America are a great opportunity to re-charge the batteries. How right he is. I've only been to two level ones but I can say that they led onto (or made possible) decisive and defining moments in my life. As Herni comments, they're really about finding out yourself as much as anything else.
Of course I don't think I've played the guitar with any kind of frequency since Alfeld (1998). However, the lessons for me have been about something quite different other than learning to play a sequence of notes and so have been truly valuable and well worth the difficulties I experienced in getting to them.
17.00
Finished a small painting of a featureless head comprised of sludgey grey and black. I recognises this face as belonging to one of those whisperer's that come to undermine us. Looking at it, I feel better.
18.22
Well, the big news from the yellow room in Whitley Bay is the howling gale force winds seem to have blown the blockage away. Actually , it was after reading Pat Mastelotto’s web site. I put Thrak on and the write stuff started to flow. During this, I e-mailed Pat M to ask permission to use some quotes from his web-site.
As quick as a flash Pat, e-mailed me back to say it was fine to use the quotes and that he was busy at work on the Nashville ’97 recordings for Collectors Club release. Whilst sound buddy and garage inhabitant, Bill Munyon was busy tweaking Project X material this very afternoon.
Hooray for synchronicity, chance happenings and the slow turning of the world.
22.22
The little pool of inspiration and writing has dried up but I don’t feel bad about it at all. So, with nothing better to do, I send to the following e-mail to some e-chums.
Hi gang
Would you say that Thrak was the 15th official KC release ? Not counting TGD or FxF and other re-releases ? Or would you include those as well ? If so, what number release would Thrak be ?
I swear I have not been taking drugs.
Sid
Well, if you think it’s bad enough me asking the question just look at what the mail box brought in. First up from Old Muckraker’s Almanac;
Sid! God, this is confusing!
Personally, I WOULD count The Great Deceiver, just as I would count USA or Earthbound, as an "official" release. But I WOULDN'T count The Young Persons' Guide..., The Compact King Crimson or Frame By Frame (and its even-more-confusing shorter spin-offs, Sleepless and Heartbeat) because they are compilations, mainly of previously released material.
Using the criteria above, I DO make THRAK the 15th official album. However, if you count the YPG, the CompaKCt and FxF it's the 18th.
Unless you count Sleepless: The Concise KC (in which case it's the 19th) and/or Heartbeat: The Abbreviated... (then it's the 20th).
Are you awake at the back?
Sean
PS: Although I suppose some people might not count VROOM as a full album release, more of an EP-type thing....But I don't count myself as one of this frankly weird and sad breakaway faction. Hey Sid! Got any more great questions?
And just when you thought the flapping of anoraks couldn’t get any louder, Darren Woolsey, ex-editor of KC fanzine We’ll Let You Know, wades in with this offering;
Sid,
By my feeble reckoning, there are 24 "album titles" that have appeared under the Crimson umbrella since 1969, and here I am counting the live albums as "compilations" Earthbound, USA etc. I have also counted such stuff as Young Person's Guide, Compact, and Concise as they all featured the name Crimson. I have a niggling feeling something is missing here.....and don't count my release years as gospel, this is all off the top of my head, and my head is still cloudy with cold, but anyway, by this yardstick, THRAK is number 18th in the order of things. If you discount "compilations", but keep "live albums", then THRAK is number 15 as you suggest.
1. ITCOTCK 1969
2. ITWOP 1970
3. ISLANDS 1971
4. EARTHBOUND 1971 live compilation
5. LARKS TONGUES 1973
6. STARLESS & BIBLE BLACK 1974
7. RED 1974
8. USA 1974 live compilation
9. YOUNG PERSON'S GUIDE TO 1976 ish (separate single released to coincide with double comp LP, single CD)
10. DISCIPLINE 1981
11. BEAT 1982
12. THREE OF A PERFECT PAIR 1984
13. COMPACT KING CRIMSON 1986 compilation double LP (single CD)
14. GREAT DECEIVER 1992 live 4CD compilation
15. Essential King Crimson: FRAME BY FRAME 1993 compilation 4CD of live and studio
16. Sleepless: THE CONCISE KING CRIMSON 1993 compilation CD (pocket edition of Frame by Frame)
17. VROOOM 1994 mini EP
18. THRAK 1995
19. B'Boom live 1995
20. THRaKaTTaK 1996
21. Epitaph live 1997 compilation
22. The Nightwatch live 1997 compilation
23. Absent Lovers live 1998 compilation
24. Cirkus live 1999 compilation
Of course, by using the word compilation in respect of albums like Earthbound and Absent Lovers, Darren has sparked off another debate - when is a compilation not a compilation ?
Listen, don’t let anyone tell you Saturday nights aren’t anything but a white knuckled roller coaster of pure joy and entertainment. Anyone else want to join in the fun ?